When I'm Gone, Freestyle lyrics
I never thought about right now,
i was thinkin' about 20 years from now...
Have you ever loved somethin' so much you give your life for it?
not the expression, no this really give your life for it.
After so much time it becomes a part of you.
you feel it deep inside like its the heart of you.
And when a piece of it dies,
a piece of you die.
you sit alone in dark rooms,
you weep and you cry,
you say your goodbyes and millions times,
but it never seems right,
hopin' you can settle your differences in the next life.
thats how i felt when i lost you,
you was my main mutha fuckin dude.
anybody in the crew coulda left but not you.
i wonder how his house felt when they shot proof.
he was my right hand,
he was my main man.
how shit ever changed so much i dont understand.
but shit been bad between us for so long,
that he aint even gotta show up at the funeral home.
And when im gone, dont come to the funeral home,
and act like you belong.
actin like its love,
hand shakes and hugs.
knowin shit aint what it wuz between us.
I hate when somebody comes your way,
and tell me everything gonna be straight.
shitll be ok, just wait.
all i can do is deal wit it cuz its just fate.
i look around, i see alot of faces
and i know for a fact they didnt demonstrate
this kinda love for my homie in a box as when he was alive
they just came to hear politics, scam, and k-nive.
standin by tha casket i said,
"Buns when its me in here, dont let em in here,
ya here me dont let em in here".
them tears they cryin aint sincere,
they hopin they can win here,
came to meet a girlfriend here.
uh, them faggots aint love stak,
them faggots aint loved jay,
them faggots aint been down since back in the day.
i aint never seen them boys round the wait.
we all know they gay,
show em the door homie!!
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you out here in these streets tryin to get shot at the head right?
you the one droppin records about catch me at the red light,
you the one throwin up white W's and white rags.
go pick up the phone for labels and say fuck fags.
most of them fags just mis-quote me.
you the one that did this to yourself with no homie.
you the one that jumped your dick like it was a whip
or constantly stayed gone on business trips.
another cross country,
im bout to be over seas,
you the one,
nah homie thats just me.
im the one thats in the scene
you better watch my bro,
they from florida to georgia they dumb and i know,
arizona, california, seattle, DC, rhode island, delaware.
are you followin me?
this aint just nashville tennessee
this nationwide with this CWB
holla at the OZ and uh,
CHORUS REPEAT X2